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I'm addicted. I know this because within only two weeks, I've played the game 512 times (It can count my plays) and I've won 58 times, making my winning percentage 11%, which I'm desperately trying to surpass. Every free moment I get sitting on my bed at the computer ends up on solitaire. I light up whenever I think about the game and my fingers itch to play it. I'm a bit scared of myself because I'm trying to restrict myself from playing it, and nothing's changed. I still waste valuable minutes on the measly card game. It's an OCD thing, really. I'm motivated to play it simply because it keeps track of my score. If anything keeps track of my score, I'll play it all day. The thing about solitaire is the matching of cards and junk. I taught myself how to win and ever since, I'd been playing it out of boredom for years. I stopped after I moved from my old house, then I got back into it after I got a laptop. I used to refuse to go to bed until I won at least once. And usually, with some music on to keep me occupied, I'd win, but I'd just click New Game to start a new game and keep going. Time flies that way. It reminds me of smoking, or drinking, or any other addiction people struggle with. You can't just decide to quit and think you're going to be fine with it. You can't just eat one potato chip and leave the rest of the bag alone (usually). That's how I am with this stoopid solitaire game. I'm addicted T.T
I stayed the night at Gwyn's last night. We were gonna pull an all-nighter and watch stuff, but Gwyn had a party to go to early the next morning, so we ditched that plan and went to bed at around 3 in the morning. I went home at 10:30 and plopped on my bed, went on my laptop, tossing the idea of catching some more zzz's Instead, I played Sims 3, watched some random Youtube, listened to music and played Solitaire, sat around my room, ran a few VERY POINTLESS errands, then went back to my room to play more Solitaire. UGH! The gameeeee. In fact, it's open right now. pfft.
I really love the show We Got Married. It's sooooo funneh, and heartwarming, and adorable. It makes me want to have a boyfriend soooo bad. But the problem with that is that I don't really JUST want to have a boyfriend. Hopefully, the guy who'll be my boyfriend, will also be the guy I marry. I mean, the guy won't be my boyfriend until I know him extremely well, so I won't experience any stupid surprises about him later. eh, I only have eyes for my soulmate. I really don't want to mess around. >.>
Anyways, Stasha and I watched an eppy of Gossip Girl, and I also convinced her to watch We Got Married. So she's gonna start watching it. xD And then we caught a Michael Jackson special on MTV(?) and it was a whole rundown on his music career, mainly showing all of his music videos in order. It was REALLY good. *sigh* I never had super crazy feeling's about Michael, but I always thought he was hot when he was young. Honestly, he's a really pretty boy to me. And it breaks my heart what he did to himself. And, okay, I'd have accepted the fact that he made his skin white (because he still looked good to me), but he didn't have to jack up his cheekbones and nose. >.< Anyways, he was smokin in his videos. His teen vids were adorable! <3 Man, I really appreciate him more now that I ever did. He really was a legend. And he'll definitely will be missed. No doubt.
Now I want to download his "Bad" album. There were some very hot mvs in that album. And the songs were really good.
I also find it amusing how my mom used to looooove him. She and her best friend Michelle. ^^ I saw a pic of my mom and her as teens in my mom's lacy pink room, both sporting punkish hair and smoky makeup with a poster of Michael on her wall. Epic. kekeke
Well, that's all I'm gonna post for now. sry I haven't been posting as much as I promised. I really haven't been doing much except hang out with friends. I went to the Metracon with Kriss, Gwyn, and Stasha two weekes ago and it was zwesome. I'll elaborate on it morez tomorrow. Hopefully. :D
Talk to you soon, cyberworldthing! <3
be blessed.
I stayed the night at Gwyn's last night. We were gonna pull an all-nighter and watch stuff, but Gwyn had a party to go to early the next morning, so we ditched that plan and went to bed at around 3 in the morning. I went home at 10:30 and plopped on my bed, went on my laptop, tossing the idea of catching some more zzz's Instead, I played Sims 3, watched some random Youtube, listened to music and played Solitaire, sat around my room, ran a few VERY POINTLESS errands, then went back to my room to play more Solitaire. UGH! The gameeeee. In fact, it's open right now. pfft.
I really love the show We Got Married. It's sooooo funneh, and heartwarming, and adorable. It makes me want to have a boyfriend soooo bad. But the problem with that is that I don't really JUST want to have a boyfriend. Hopefully, the guy who'll be my boyfriend, will also be the guy I marry. I mean, the guy won't be my boyfriend until I know him extremely well, so I won't experience any stupid surprises about him later. eh, I only have eyes for my soulmate. I really don't want to mess around. >.>
Anyways, Stasha and I watched an eppy of Gossip Girl, and I also convinced her to watch We Got Married. So she's gonna start watching it. xD And then we caught a Michael Jackson special on MTV(?) and it was a whole rundown on his music career, mainly showing all of his music videos in order. It was REALLY good. *sigh* I never had super crazy feeling's about Michael, but I always thought he was hot when he was young. Honestly, he's a really pretty boy to me. And it breaks my heart what he did to himself. And, okay, I'd have accepted the fact that he made his skin white (because he still looked good to me), but he didn't have to jack up his cheekbones and nose. >.< Anyways, he was smokin in his videos. His teen vids were adorable! <3 Man, I really appreciate him more now that I ever did. He really was a legend. And he'll definitely will be missed. No doubt.
Now I want to download his "Bad" album. There were some very hot mvs in that album. And the songs were really good.
I also find it amusing how my mom used to looooove him. She and her best friend Michelle. ^^ I saw a pic of my mom and her as teens in my mom's lacy pink room, both sporting punkish hair and smoky makeup with a poster of Michael on her wall. Epic. kekeke
Well, that's all I'm gonna post for now. sry I haven't been posting as much as I promised. I really haven't been doing much except hang out with friends. I went to the Metracon with Kriss, Gwyn, and Stasha two weekes ago and it was zwesome. I'll elaborate on it morez tomorrow. Hopefully. :D
Talk to you soon, cyberworldthing! <3
be blessed.
