haerae: (whazz now?)
It's been a long time! Spring term is beginning tomorrow! And I have academic classes for the first time this year. It's pretty exciting. I don't have to get up super early except on Wednesdays, I don't have to wear my chef outfit except on Wednesdays, and I don't have classes at all on Mondays. 

My classes this term: 

Baking Science (same hours as lab classes: 7am-1pm) on Wed. 
Leadership (NONONO - insert Jokwon here - ) on Tuesdays and Thursdays 
Food & Beverage Cost Control - on Tues. and Thurs. 
Sanitation on Tues. 


I don't know what to expect, but hopefully, it's just a repeat of CCS, if not easier. I heard there's alot of writing and craziness in Baking Science and that Cost Control class doesn't help it at all, but I'm just hoping it's something like Mrs. Carter's workload. I can deal with that if I had to. 

Over Spring Break, I practically had the campus to myself. The first few days made me stir crazy with the loneliness. I talked to myself more than normal. And I think I was emotionally vulnerable, but I was fine after the break started to come to an end. Ariel, Olivia, and Alexis(another Alexis. We call this one Sandycheeks <3) went to stay in Lake Norman for three days in a Marriot hotel. They invited me to stay with them for free, but I just stayed in my dorm. I wanted to get things done, but I didn't do anything, really. lol I was supposed to work on the book, but I sat around with the file open.  NOTHING WAS DONE. I took over the whole common room for two nights and watched tv in there, played sims. It was great. But I didn't even keep up with Rosetta Stone. I got it to learn Korean. And I AM going to learn it. I'm currently on Unit 2, and so far, so good. I know some colors, I can ask "What is this?"; I can count to 6, and read some words, so it's coming along. I enjoy doing it. It's fun. That must mean I'm obsessed with Korea. I am. lol 

I'm gonna dye my hair. It's happening Wednesday. I'm afraid, because it's gonna be lighter and louder, but my biggest worry is if it doesn't compliment my skin. I'm going with a red. The red Tyra Banks sported a few times. 



Yeah. That's all I want to say today. That, and I've made an observation. Stasha, Gwyn, and I are attractive singles. Like, we've been single all our lives! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE! Find us, perfect boys! My goodness. >.>;;; Yes, I'm frustrated. We're getting old! pffft.

Anyways. Oh yeah. While I was alone last week, I sang a song by James Fauntleroy and made my voice chipmunk. It sounds all Disney at the end, but I think it's pretty cute. lol And I improvised on like, two words, because James Fauntleroy doesn't seem to have lyrics for any of his songs, so. . . bear with me. I had fun doing it, so I think I'm gonna do it often. heehee! <3 Listen prease! 

http://mediafire.com/file/?myzmzzmytym


be blessed. 

- Raeven
haerae: (Jonghyun cutely hiding)
 keke, I'm back in Charlotte now, at Tisha's house (a family friend), after leaving the airport at 4:30pm, going to Mrs. Sonya's house, picking her up for some errands, then stopping at Mcdonalds and Blockbuster, before finally settling at her house. I've been to her house before, back when I was visiting the school. It was when I was explaining how green the grass was up north and jazz. Anyway, they're really sweet. Tisha's really funny, her two kids are awesome (especially Xavier. He's ADORABLE. Five years old of smart. It amazes me how well kids communicate these days). Xavier and I played some Wii, and now I'm on my lappie. ^ ^ 

This morning was hectic--my fault, because I didn't completely pack the other night. So I misplaced my Zune right when I was rushing to leave and had to leave it in the house, wherever it was. Do you know how deprived I felt?! My Zune is like the other side of me! But I sucked it up, because it was my fault. 

Everyone My nana was freaking out about the possible craze of the security process at the airport because of the whole bomb scare Christmas Day. I knew it wouldn't be much of anything, but she wanted me there like 3 hours early. She even made me call the airline I was going on just to make sure. I was on hold for too long, so I didn't find out. I was confident. 

But then, I was starting to worry when it was almost 12 and we were still in the house. Chris had to take me too the airport and so his Hummer lugged half through Emerson when nana called saying I left my jacket. The $60 Hollister jacket I got for Christmas. Chris fumed, I scowled at him. He has a rotten temper-thing sometimes. He likes to mutter ALL the time. It's short-lived, but man, it's highly annoying. Really full of himself, but what can I say, he really does help out alot. 

Anyway, Stasha came along too, so after traffic spread out, the tension dissipated and all was well. Got to the airport at around 1pm, and I was all checked in by 1:30. I even took my time too, so security was nothing. I was able to pick my own seat when I checked in, so I chose the window seat at the emergency doors, assuming they'd be in the front of the plane, where I'd feel most comfortable, but they were actually at the middle of the plane, right under the wings. The wings are callin' me I tell you! I somehow manage to get a seat by the wing alot, almost every time. 

But something happened that I was kinda dreaming for for every flight I'd been taking. I always wanted to sit next to a fairly cute guy and talk to him. And it happened! I think he was interested in me because he kept looking my way. I actually stood near him at the gate, waiting for the boarding call, but I had no idea he'd be sitting next to me. He looked a little intimidating though, because he has a really thin face with a very distinctive nose(that I liked), and some very VERY long eyelashes under preety darkbrowngreen eyes. He was lanky and pale, but covered in freckles. keke. Anyway, he's like a skater kid, and we talked the whole flight. I was a little embarrassed because I freaked out during take off and landing, but he was really nice. He was actually the one who tried to engage convo with me. Asked me what music I liked. You know what I told him. I told him I listen to everything, except Country. First I liked hip hop and RnB, then got into rock and everything else later because of friends and such. He said he was the opposite. He started with rock, then his friends got him into rap and stuff, and he never turned back. 

At one point, he said he'd give me one of his ipod shuffles(he had 3 of them), but one of his friends stole one and gave it to him. That was sketchy. So I don't really know about him. The ipods weren't in his bag; they were in his suitcase, so he couldn't give me one, but I was grateful either way. Hey, if he was gonna offer me one, I was gonna take it. lol 

When we landed, I exchanged numbers with him and he walked with me to baggage claim, then we went our separate ways. It was nice, I mean, I was a little regrettful about the number thing, but again, how are friends made if you never take initiative right? Either way, I'll keep my eye on him, if he ever texts me, that is. It he ends up too creepy in future, I'll just ignore his texts until he stops. Like the two others I've had before (one from BCC, another named Donovan at Jaywoo. >.< Thank GOODNESS he stopped texting me. THANK GOD he gave up.)

Oh, and Christopher(the filipino kid I think I talked about before) had asked me to the Winter Formal at uni during Christmas Break and I said yeah(why not) I probably wouldn't have gotten asked if he hadn't. I was touched overall. I didn't know he had it on his mind. :D 

p.s. - OMG, I stayed up till almost 5 last night looking through U-kiss tags on Omonatheydidnt. I can't WAIT for their reality show to come out omgah!!!! And whatever you haters say, the fact that Alexander is full of hot and dorb will forever remain in my thoughts, with UNWAVERING STRENGTH! 8<
And another thing: I think from now on, I'm really gonna look forward to the Gayo Daejun ceremonies every year. This year's one enchanted me! <3 That, and I want to indulge over live perfs. like Gwyn and Kriss does, now that I've gotten over being embarrassed of their possible voice flaws from too much flailing around. xD Korea's pop culture really is amazing. *sigh* so sparkly! 

Man! The night I find more of that perverted HILARIOUS photoshopped JaeHo comic that Stasha, Gwyn, and I read together happened to be the last night I'd be at home! I know she isn't into dibisque anymore, but the memories of the happy days are always inviting. I forgot the name of the site I found the author of it at, but Gwyn, if you want it, ask me about it. It's sooooooo funny. And up to date now, so there's surprise guests who appear. lol xDDDD The site has other superfunny goodies on it, but it's centered around gay >.>;;. 

Okay now, I've got some writing to do, so peace! And oh yeah! HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010 IS HERE!!!!!! (New Years Eve and New Years day was awesome by the way. It was amazing, actually. We partied and danced, enjoyed various awesome remixes, and watched Gayo Daejun. And I got a gift from Kriss that was SO ADORABLE! I'll have to take a picture of the giant Nimbles plushy she and Gwyn got me AND the spatu----I LEFT IT OMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, so I need nana to send that to me along with the other gifts I couldn't take with me. She got me a cute colorful spatula for flippin' and stuff, and some tastic paper clips(never seen any like the ones she gave me). <3 ILU GUYS!

be blessed. <3

- Raeven

Solitaire

Jun. 28th, 2009 01:10 am
haerae: ((GD))
I'm addicted. I know this because within only two weeks, I've played the game 512 times (It can count my plays) and I've won 58 times, making my winning percentage 11%, which I'm desperately trying to surpass. Every free moment I get sitting on my bed at the computer ends up on solitaire. I light up whenever I think about the game and my fingers itch to play it. I'm a bit scared of myself because I'm trying to restrict myself from playing it, and nothing's changed. I still waste valuable minutes on the measly card game. It's an OCD thing, really. I'm motivated to play it simply because it keeps track of my score. If anything keeps track of my score, I'll play it all day. The thing about solitaire is the matching of cards and junk. I taught myself how to win and ever since, I'd been playing it out of boredom for years. I stopped after I moved from my old house, then I got back into it after I got a laptop. I used to refuse to go to bed until I won at least once. And usually, with some music on to keep me occupied, I'd win, but I'd just click New Game to start a new game and keep going. Time flies that way. It reminds me of smoking, or drinking, or any other addiction people struggle with. You can't just decide to quit and think you're going to be fine with it. You can't just eat one potato chip and leave the rest of the bag alone (usually). That's how I am with this stoopid solitaire game. I'm addicted T.T

I stayed the night at Gwyn's last night. We were gonna pull an all-nighter and watch stuff, but Gwyn had a party to go to early the next morning, so we ditched that plan and went to bed at around 3 in the morning. I went home at 10:30 and plopped on my bed, went on my laptop, tossing the idea of catching some more zzz's Instead, I played Sims 3, watched some random Youtube, listened to music and played Solitaire, sat around my room, ran a few VERY POINTLESS errands, then went back to my room to play more Solitaire. UGH! The gameeeee. In fact, it's open right now. pfft.

I really love the show We Got Married. It's sooooo funneh, and heartwarming, and adorable. It makes me want to have a boyfriend soooo bad. But the problem with that is that I don't really JUST want to have a boyfriend. Hopefully, the guy who'll be my boyfriend, will also be the guy I marry. I mean, the guy won't be my boyfriend until I know him extremely well, so I won't experience any stupid surprises about him later. eh, I only have eyes for my soulmate. I really don't want to mess around. >.>

Anyways, Stasha and I watched an eppy of Gossip Girl, and I also convinced her to watch We Got Married. So she's gonna start watching it. xD And then we caught a Michael Jackson special on MTV(?) and it was a whole rundown on his music career, mainly showing all of his music videos in order. It was REALLY good. *sigh* I never had super crazy feeling's about Michael, but I always thought he was hot when he was young. Honestly, he's a really pretty boy to me. And it breaks my heart what he did to himself. And, okay, I'd have accepted the fact that he made his skin white (because he still looked good to me), but he didn't have to jack up his cheekbones and nose. >.< Anyways, he was smokin in his videos. His teen vids were adorable! <3 Man, I really appreciate him more now that I ever did. He really was a legend. And he'll definitely will be missed. No doubt.

Now I want to download his "Bad" album. There were some very hot mvs in that album. And the songs were really good.

I also find it amusing how my mom used to looooove him. She and her best friend Michelle. ^^ I saw a pic of my mom and her as teens in my mom's lacy pink room, both sporting punkish hair and smoky makeup with a poster of Michael on her wall. Epic. kekeke

Well, that's all I'm gonna post for now. sry I haven't been posting as much as I promised. I really haven't been doing much except hang out with friends. I went to the Metracon with Kriss, Gwyn, and Stasha two weekes ago and it was zwesome. I'll elaborate on it morez tomorrow. Hopefully. :D

Talk to you soon, cyberworldthing! <3

be blessed.

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